Well for one, you look like most people that live on the ridge where i live. Next, it hit me hard and i don't take getting old gracefully. Getting old is not for sissies. Suck it up and spoil the grandkids to get back at your kids for giving you a hard time in their upbringing. Next spoil the grandkids some more. Next, go play with your toys. Grandkids will think you're the greatest. Take grandkids fishing. Your kids will be jealous you didn't spend that much time with them. "You couldn't then, you had to work." Now, take a nap. I'd rather be young, handsome and strong. Just make the best of what you have, because nobody cares or will listen to your belly aching. That's called life.